feel damn loser. lol
so it's been a great week.
had the best match of my life last sunday. monday was out with jh, tues was a last min movie date with louis, wed was shopping with yc and ed. friday was mass dance at suntec and catching up with old friends. sat morning floorball training and shopping again with the guys, and today was mass and lunch with the half-brother.
sounds like i'm damn free or something. haha yes i'm still in ns but i guess it's just that now leading a non-trainee life really means i'm much more free for stuff. never would've thought i would lead such a life now. haha oh well.
a friend of mine recently brainwashed me on something that i've been looking for all this time. i guess it just shows that sometimes we hope for the impossible.
then again it can't hurt to hope right?
- your lipstick stains
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- looking down at all i see
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- January 10th, 2:00
empty.
father talked about it today, and i think it makes some sense.
i realise that as you get older, masses and homilies make more sense, if you make an effort to listen.
i've had enough of conflicts, sourness and emptiness. it's time to open up and feel happy.
toh yong cheng i shall listen to you.
in other news we have out first division 4 league match tmr.
today, i trained in the morning, swam in the afternoon, and trained again at night.
i think, we are too darn rusty. hahaha
gg.
- worst one of the worst ones
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- January 9th, 0:55
OMG tonight is really terror night.
all in all i think 5 major problems come up.
and i hate it most when people misunderstand.
hmmmm... 10 days from now, i will look back, and know that at least i tried.
fml.
- long time coming
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- January 9th, 0:28
today would've been a great great day if not for 2 fucked up events.
anyway a lot has changed between the time i last posted and now.
i've commissioned, moved on as a platoon commander.
and liking it a lot where i am at.
some nights are meant to be emo nights. this is gonna be one of them
was about to list out alllll the things that got me real happy recently.
but sigh.
next post i guess..
- commission
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- December 19th, 2009
IT IS FINALLY HERE.
in less than 20 hours.
- is this the end
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- December 6th, 2009
well first week of joint term was really long.
believe it or not, commissioning is gonna be in 2 weeks time.
this weekend was great.
owe it all to mitch.
thks for the great time dude!
oh and mitch has a damn nice place btw. haha
hmmmm
should i start blogging in camp?
- late in the night when you live it up
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- November 29th, 2009
many things have happened over the past week
monday started off with a huge ass worry cause it was the first time in pro-term that we went to the live range. haha sucked big time for the whole shoot. missed the marksman requirement by like 6 shots or sth. good thing it was a practice day
tuesday was the real thing, and i swear it was unnecesaarily dramatic. gun got jammed in the day shoot, lost a few shots cause i had to remedy it. so consequently i was only left with one shot allowance for the night shoot. ie if i missed 2 or more i wouldn't get it.
haha everything went fine till the last set of 3 shots. missed the first one and i ended up praying hard that the last two would be on target. haha. do or die man.
thankfully everything went well. ahhaha. so yea managed to get the marksmanship and the money, albeit just narrowly. haha well it was a happy thing. haha
wednesday was some sertificate presentation and thursday we returned to safti for joint term.
i love long weekends, who doesnt right.
but it's been a wasteful yet satisfying weekend. realised i wasnt able to join the guys for like the lan on fri night, the movie on sat, etc. damn sian. but well at least we managed to train an hang out and stuff.
i think i need a hell lot more driving practice if i am to pass.
God save me.
3 more weeks to commissioning.
can't believe that the last 8/9 months of ocs are almost over.
been through hell, and lost a lot during this time.
lost a lot.
but well we all grow stronger.
after commissioning my sundays will be completely free. how bout that man. then i no longer have to worry about missing div4 matches, nor struggling and squeezing time to hang out with friends.
till then, i'm just a sleepy silly boy who fell into a drain. haha
serious stupid shit.
put it up on my status and now i have 8 friends liking it and many comments of ppl laughing at me. some friends i got. haha. oh well good night.
i'm off to sleep
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- November 22nd, 2009
been an interesting weekend so far.
caught up with an old old old friend,
had some gay asking me to strip for him,
had some supposedly nus person come talk to me on fb then msn.
it's like a weekend of makeing new friends.
though some rather awkward.
i realised that while i've been looking forward for dec (cause my friends' exams all end and we can hang out) i also realise it would be the time where im back in safti for joint term and possibly only book out on sat aftnns. ahha sucks oh well.
- someone like you
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- November 14th, 2009
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
i really need an itouch. so that i can keep track of all these tunes that i've recently gotten sucked into. haha. gave it some thought and i've decided that i shall not be disappointed or affected. it will all be settled in the future. if not now, then at least surely by august 2011. =)
been a really wasted weekend so far.. soo darn much free time and yet im stuck at home doing nothing. kinda makes you wish you had stuff to do.
everyone's either bogged down with exams, a's, in camp, etc.
very ironic how like maybe say 8 months ago there were complaints on how little time i had and stuff. haha i always knew the problem would get better over time. shows that patience pays.
sometimes it's always wise to stick to something that's really important.
because no matter how fucked up it is in the present,
you gotta believe that it will get better in the future.
you do that, because it is just that damn important to you.
and if you don't, at least you walk away knowing that maybe it wasn't as real as you thought it was.
it's good because either way, you win.
either you are able to keep that important thing, or at least you walk away with an epiphany,
the knowledge of something that benefits you.
the question then becomes,
but which outcome is better?
- use somebody
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- appellatives
- November 13th, 2009
do you have to be someone important before you're allowed to care?
loong weekend this week.
things are getting better.
more admin time at night, more free time during weekends,
and soon, hopefully, longer weekends. haha
it's really good cause things are so much better now,
shows that patience really pays off.
it's always fun and interesting to meet new ppl. at least that's how i see it.
wellll in other news. i can finally look forward to comms ball. sorta. =)
but my female best friend doesnt approve and yet i simply cant do any better so how, haha
I WANNA WATCH GLEE, GET AN ITOUCH, INSTALL GLEE (among other shows) ON IT AND WATCH SOME MORE.
HAHA ANYONE WANNA HELP MAKE THAT HAPPEN???
- live twice
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- November 8th, 2009
Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud
If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day
If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand
If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
I could not let it pass me by
Nothing I give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice
new favourite song. haha after kovan told me about the background of this song, i sorta thought it was eally meaningful. haha
nice nice nice.
been a rather good week in camp. wish live will be like that from now on.
4 day week this time. woo
i need to find someone for comms ball. hahaha STOP PROCRASTINATING.
- back back back
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- November 1st, 2009
it's been 3 loong long long weeks (or more) since i was here.
spent most of it off in taiwan.
really i nice place i must say.
i liked the weather there and all the shopping. wished we had more time though.
been quite a good few days since we got back.
friday night was spent celebrating my dear friend's bday.
was ~okok~ i guess. though the place was insanely stuffy and hot.
mitch told me he saw someone, which got me thinking too deep into stuff (which i tend to do)
and that kinda got me down for while. i think i gotta learn to like
be emotionless sometimes. haha
sat was cool.
met up with the council for the first time in months.
they all really really took the effort to dress up and make costumes and stuff man.
really impressive.
miss those guys. really was a night of fun. like how things used to be when we were in school.
sigh oh well.
FLOORBALL AT 11am later! looking forward to it.
alright that's all for now.
if you really wanna check out my trip in taiwan, or pinrui's bday, or a group of 19s dressing up for halloween, just check out my facebook.
i'm uploading the photos soon.
of course, you gotta know me on facebook first.
ciao.
ps: i don't know why you're still doing this, but i promised myself not to be affected =)
- but i'm still here
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- October 7th, 2009
figured it's best i do this now lest i end up in a mad rush tmr before i leave.
so yes tmr will mark the end of my leave, which has been rather decent. really wish i could've caught up with that raraleow franny boy and tanpr before i left but i guess it's not meant to be. no matter.
met up with a few other good friends too which still was nice enough. it's always great to jsut have a friend to talk about anything and everything and just chillax. kind of takes you away from the mundane yet thoroughly demanding lives we lead.
never been to taiwan before, i think, so it's gonna be interesting for me.
strangely enough, many people, family and friends, have constantly been bring up about how i should stay safe there, watch out for the girls, don't have too much fun (you can actually guess which line came from the family) and all that jazz. i don't know, i doubt it's dangerous, yet i heard about all the excitement regarding the 'betel nut girls', whatever that term is supposed to mean.
well i will find out soon, and like i told joe, for all you know i might come back with a taiwanese wife and thereafter the answer to my ever looming question on who to ask to be my date for comms ball.
ahh. don't be surprised people. stranger things have happened.
haha taiwanese girl not bad k. at least not like i go for some mutt with weird tattoos and bad influences. HAHA. oh wait, i mean mina. or do i..
hmmmmmm many things are lost in translation nowadays, and i very much believe in the author-god theories 'cause after all the true meaning behind the text is only known by the author himself. the reader can try to establish some understandings but in the end these are not always accurate...
some lang arts stuff i retained in my brain since 2005. lol. point is i think it's funny how ppl read posts and try to dechiper what the author's trying to say. obviously you won't get it if he doen't want you to. so stop guessing. haha
ok take care folks. i will see you all in 3.
yes, you too =)
- best i've ever had
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- October 5th, 2009
been quite awhile since i've been here.
realised that it's been a long long time since i've done any of the stuff that i used to do. haha.
oh well no point being like this.
i realise that half of my negativity now has to do with that, and the other half to do with taiwan.
really don't know what to expect there.
oh well at the very least it was nice finally being able to meet up with a few good friends.
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- September 27th, 2009
falling sick.
many things happening now and i dont have enough time.
to make matters worse im flying to freaking taiwan in 2 weeks.
save me.
- then let's go
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- September 21st, 2009
hate saying goodbyes. i mean who does right.
well rena min shu. you all take care over in the uk yeah.
well over the past 2 weeks much has happened. gemini is over, so are my exams. so i guess all that's left now are CSB, marksmanship and ROC. 3 more long months baby.
in other news they finally semi-decided on the comms ball date.
either 20/21st. hopefully at st regis. sucks i hate this part cause it's the part where the guy has to find a date.
also the part where dhil will slap me for complaining cause she knows my problem is that i'm just too picky.
but i mean it's COMMS BALL man. i have never (and probably will never) go for any dinner that is as formal as it ever again.
hmm...maybe i exaggerate.
well yeah i wanna get an itouch. any advice?
- so give me reason, to prove me wrong.
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- September 7th, 2009
ok so like moving on from yesterday's drama, no longer as homophobic.
though aaron happily told me that there's this senior he had that just had a sex change and his/her name is now 'jared'
hmmm.
well we should always leave people to their own prerogatives. though the coincidences are really uncanny sometimes.
so anyway it feels great to actually be at home on a monday.
although like it's gonna be the worst outfield exercise so far this week. hopfully i survive =/
nothing much to add. though i must say that i really hate it that my network always seems to love planning events on the same days.
12sept - cousin's 21st, kelly and jt's (floorball) bday dinner, 24ths stayover in school.
help lah.
oh well. maybe things will work out.
time to go.
bye world.
ps: happy birthday kelly and JT! hope you two have a blast today.
- misery business
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- September 6th, 2009
while the night before was probably one of the craziest yet fun nights, i must admit that this afternoon greeted me with much horror.
ok so here goes. there i am minding my own business when out of the blue some unknown email contact adds me. thinking it's a friend i accept. so here's what happened. (btw i blocked the email so save him some privacy)
so ok after that i thought ok never mind just block the fella and not do anything more about it. move on. but then next thing i know he is talking to me on freaking facebook chat! like here:
5:02pmEiji
hey
are u more of a top or a btm?
are u more of a top or a btm?
5:03pmJared
huh wat
5:03pmEiji
do you prefer to give or to receive, when it comes to sex?
lol
5:03pmJared
why the hell are you asking me that man
wait do i know you
5:04pmEiji
haha no, we dont know each other
im asking cos i think u're hot
5:04pmJared
huh you're kdding right
wait are you tat guy on msn?
5:04pmEiji
yea
and im not kidding lol
5:07pmJared
dude no offence man but like this is highly inappropriate dont you think?
5:08pmEiji
haha i dont like to beat around the bush man
no offence intended
(:
5:09pmJared
that's one good thing dude. but yeah sry im really not into this kinda thing
5:09pmEiji
no biggie man
sorry to have caused u so much distress
and im like wtf?! okok look not like im against gays or ath. i'm totally cool with that. but please at least be decent about it and not force yourself onto others dude! well at least he was polite and all so ok.
so yeah i hope this kinda made you readers laugh. (i dont know all my friends laughed at me) well yeah. gotta reiterate the fact that im cool with gays man. im sure i have a few friends that are too. but please please hold back especially when i already say im not interested.
sigh.
- something's gotta change, things cannot stay the same
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- August 30th, 2009
realised i have more time than i actually thought i did so here goes an entry.
the cycle repeats itself again. though this time i sincerely hope i get to come out on friday..
oh well final theory test on sat (5th) morning. and i'm definitely gonna fail it.
havent had any time to study for it.
i'm still waiting for life to pick up. but it's not really changing much.
maybe after October things will get better. haha but that, is still a long long way to go.
plus i still have my big event in dec to worry about.
oh well.
today was really very laid back. just did close to nothing.
which reminds me that i still have a costume to look for and a gift to make.
screwed.
not
enough
sleep.
but well it was worth it.
time's up. gtg.
- we can get away with this tonight
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- August 30th, 2009
today i did something incredibly crazy. never believe i would ever do such a thing.
but it still was a good day
spent time shopping for stuff with my two bros which was rather fruitful
caught movie with the guys.
watched manu win =)
good day
