appellatives

and i love tokyo too.
so far. hahahah


i'm starting to get a lot more excited =)

the time now is 0250hrs.

i am waking up at 0600hrs but i think i shall spend some time posting something since i have sorta decided to revive this place.

heading to japan tmr morning. will only be back on the 25th.



as one door closes, another one opens.
it's the same for everything, even friends.


people always change.


ok take care everyone.
if all goes well i'll be back in one piece on the 25th,
and a few days after you should see a music video by pr zh and i. hahaha
it's a candid thing though.


good night!

testing

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1 yr 11 months ago, everything was perfect.

1yr 10 months ago, things went downhill.

1 month ago i went on the trip of my life.

1 day ago i conducted my final last parade for my men.

today, i collected my pink ic;
today i am a free man.


ORD LOH. hahaha it never gets old no matter how many times you repeat it.

here's to the future
cheers.

the number of working days i have left is down to like the single digits.

i haven't found a new job,
i haven't planned for europe,
i haven't started learning japanese.


with so much free time,
i'm seriously underachieving.

remember when i promised that i would post regularly and not let this place rot?

hahaha anyway time flies.
6th sept. that's the day.

till then, i'm looking for contacts for a job in a bank.
figured i would love to do a bank job/internship after i ord.
HELP, please??

i've been motivated to blog.

understudies came in this week. this mean, I'M NO LONGER THE ONLY PC AROUND!
fantastic. i can finally start sharing work and taking off days.

2 of them to share the load in fact. great stuff.



many months ago i asked my friends on relationships. a week ago i'm still doing the same.

haha i think i do it just to make them think heavily for me (and it consequently annoys them cause i always try to find substantiatives to rebut them)

wellll it's nice to know they care. hahaha. but i think right now, i really know what i'm looking for.

well, maybe not what, but who.


3 more months to a 2 day work week
4 more months to EUROPE BABY
5 more months, and i'm a free man.



sometimes i pity those who gave up.
they didn't know how much they could've enjoyed.

everyone should check out

no doubling back by jason mraz.

it's really good and it's actually an old song. haha
in other news i plucked out my wisdom teeth ytd, the last 2 of my 4. phew finally.
never have to worry bout them ever again, which is pretty darn good. haha


ok i really don't have anything major in particular to point out. haha. finally finished the last book of the harry potter series. had to go and borrow the book from the library since i was on duty and not gg home this week. haha oh well it was confusing towards the end but at least i'm done with it! haha

quite happy.
many overseas friends coming back, AND i'm meeting up with most of them! =)

subtly, the source of this jadedness is a lack of purpose.

hmmmmmm. anyway a div is ending. out of the blue i brought up to yan the possibility of maybe me going and helping him out with trainings and stuff. yeaahhh i know i'm not that good enough. and jh and dennis always remind me that i suck. but i still just hope there's some way i can contribute.

at least to the new kids.

because you really gain so much more, by giving in the first place.


i think vj will always bear some significance to me.
most my friends will just slap me and ask me to move on. lol

need to know more friends who stay nearby.
feel like going for a swim/chill out over supper tmr.